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19 luglio Tiring SatToday i woke up a few times.. cos ying was here.. i tot she not coming tdy lo.. end up ytd i slp at 6a.. she woke me up at 9am .. saying no one at hm.. she is bore.. then hubby ask her not to distrube my slp.. she really gd gal.. she didn't distrube me at all.. so hubby ask me to praise her.. i praised her n give her sum "mumm mumm"
now han i swith me alone at hm.. both facing com. 1 playing game the other updating blog.. Later i am going to AMK hub with angela.. i know i will sure enjoy.. haha..
If tmr have time n hubby working maybe i will join Biao Sao (KM) to science center with kayton & KD.. IF la hubby working..
Have A Happy Weekend My Closed One!!!! Missing her againI was watching "Perfect Cut""一切完美" at channel U at 10pm jus now.. today was talking abt a girl that died bcos her bf had another gf.. at 1 part when they show that make-up artist is doing make up for her body.. n that touches the deepest part of my heart.. i cried.. very badly.. i try to hold my tears but i can't it jus flow out.. esp when i saw the face of the gal.. it reminds me of my cousin.. ling ling u never know how much we miss u.. it been 4 yrs but the pain is still there.. hubby ask me 4 yrs le.. can't u jus let go??but he will never know the pain.. it will be with me forever.. even now when typing.. i also can't stop my terars from flowing.. i will not stop it.. jus let it flow.. pple say times will take everything aways as u grow up but i dun think so.. there r alot of things that times can't take away.. 11 luglio I had a bad dreamI had a bad dream this morning.. i dream that i died.. bcos of a lift.. i wanted to go 13 floor but end up the lift didn't stop.. it goes all the way up to 70 storey high.. in the lift was J, I & me but they got no problem only me pass away.. i still rem i run to my mum to ask her am i died??.. then i saw my father.. he can see me he ask me wat is happening.. then i saw my body.. they want to bring me to make-up.. it was so real.. even typing now my tears jus flow out.. n i dream that i was slping in a park.. when i wake up i run to look for my hubby n family.. on the path i saw alot of ghost.. sum r without head.. then i run all the way.. till i saw pple i know.. they can still see me.. then i ask my mum "ma i am ok is it?? i am not died is it???" my mum look at me n say u r died.. n that wake me up.. i woke hubby up n start to cry.. hubby hursh me n get me back to slp.. but my mind jus can't stop thinking... it so real.. like a story from start till end... is it telling me sum info?? i still rem i told my mum that i want to stay tgt with my cousin that pass away.. i dun want to be alone.. i want to be with sumone i know.. will i be crying the whole day today?? i hope this dream is jus bcos of "think too much" |
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