This yr birthday is really a very diff one.. for so many yrs in my life this yr is the first time i went to work on my birthday.. haha i guess ireally grow up le.. i never tot of celebrating my birthday at all.. i never tot that there will be so many pple remembering my bd.. but 1 week before my bd.. cousin mag treat me to jap food & couisn roger treat me to swensen.. following sat adeline biao sao asked me out to suntec & she bot my a neckace with a heartship pendent.. then sun hubby bot me out to yishun and have lunch with my mummy n daddy.. then after that we wenout to vivo to shop & have marchie dinner.. monday went back to work n my mgr bot me a durian cake as tues i am on half day so she celebrate early for me.. so touched.. tuesday i went back to work in the morning and when i reach the waiting point of transport all my coll wishes me happy birthday.. so happy.. then when i reach office.. i received 2 ang bao from my bosses.. my mgr gave me a pair earring she bot from oversea.. my acc mgr gave me a bag.. my coll gave me a bracelet.. i was so touched... they are all so nice lo... then at 1pm hubby fetch me up at 1pm.. we went to eat at bt timah with my parents.. then i went for check up.. (thats why i took half day) then afer that went bugis baibai after that meet my mum n daddy to eat at sakura.. mum bot me a wallet, a bag n a ang bao.. daddy gave me a angbao.. so many ang bao this yr.. hehe ever since 21st birthday i dun get so many ang bao le lo.. hahaha

we had nice dinner at sakura international buffet at balestier rd.. then we send them hm n we headed hm.. hubby say that it a wasted that we didn't cut cake lo.. cos no time to buy.. then i told him nvm la.. i alr cut it at office..

wed is my chinese birthday.. hubby gave me a surprise.. he put a cake in freezer n jus nice that i want to put things in freezer so i saw it.. haha with all the candles in it lo.. so touched.. it a ice cream cake..

thats all for my bd celebration.. i will upload the photo later.. as han han is using my com..

 

一个人又如何？？？

 

你看你眉头都打结了
你熟悉的坚韧到哪去了
别因时光而磨损

快找回那自信的眼神
不要因为爱错了一个人
就否决爱美好的可能

不管如何
都不要忘记你是最好的
要相信
你绝对有幸福的资格

你只有一个 独一无二
他不懂珍惜 是他太笨
有多少人等着
要做你最最在乎的人

你只有一个 那么独特
你值得你期盼的快乐
当你不再 非他不可
他会知道失去的多难得

一定会找到珍惜你的人
全世界就非要你不可

Today I had appt for cleaning & polishing of my teeth.. at 11.50am hubby is at 12.10.. so i took 2 hrs time off to go dental appt.. end up i did not do cleaning.. cos dentis ask me to remove my wisdom tooth.. i told her i need to go back to work.. but she suggest that i stay at hm as need to rest... so i took mc lo.. know that my mgr not happy.. but i bo bian bcos it really painful n i am feeling giddy.. hubby was so worry that he bot me hm.. see me take pain killer  before he leave for work.. thanks hubby!!! love u!!!

 

I had 3 jap to make it numb.. hubby say i was brave.. haha but since wisdom tooth no use then might as well remove it before it give me problem lo...

 

Today I went back to work after 1 week rest.. and my boss spoke to me.. told me that he will not accept my resignation letter.. bcos i told them i wanted to resign last thursday.. then boss n mgr bot me out to lunch at 11.30am.. i can't believed myself... we went to CHIJmes at Raffles City area... and have our lunch at lay Garden...

The meal start with..

1) Roasted Pork ~ Very nice & crunchy skin.. very fresh as they jus roasted..

 

2) 带子角

 

3) SHark Fin with Crab York Soup Base ~ Use chopstick to eat lo.. cos $100+++

 

4) 鲍鱼 1 whole piece

 

5) 东星鱼 (1kg $200)

 

6) 黑山猪Chop

 

7) Birdnest in Almond Paste

 

8) Egg Tart

 

3 of us eat & it cost $650+++

 

It only for lunch lo.. In my life it really my first time...

This 15.09.08 will be chinese (ba yue shi liu) which is my cousin Ling Ling 4th years death anniversary.. times really flies.. without knowling she alr left us for 4th yrs.. I have never forget her.. she is always living in my heart.. Sum times when I think of her tears still flows... those hurt my family member dun understand.. they always thinks that it been so long why can't you forget.. it not i dun want to forget.. it I will never forget.. on the day when i received a call from my aunt.. telling me Ling Ling got into a accident..

Ling Ling i knew that u r happily in heaven now.. but jus want to tell u that jie jie misses u.. if u r still with us ur son will be 3 yrs old le.. but why god takes u away & ur unborn baby away.. how i wish u r by my side now..

 

Jus came back from a wake.. ytd hubby received a sms from his friend tellimg him that HF father passed away.. so today we will go to the funeral.. went at 8pm with a few of hubby friends.. went to the wake for 1hr..

 

HF dad passed away due to stomach cancer.. when they known it alr 4th stage.. nothing they can do...

left with 9 mths to live... aren't they cruel?? if i know that i only got how long to live i dunno how would i feel.. can i take it?? i dun think i can...

 

life is short... learn to love ur health.... love ur family... show care n concern... dun take anyone for granted...

This mth is a diff mth to me... haha bcos i've watch 3 movies since aug.. pple that knows me know that i hardly go for movie as i felt that it expensive n my hubby usally will wait for dvd to be out.. but this mth i've watch..

 

 

 

 

 

 

I had a bad dream this morning.. i dream that i died.. bcos of a lift.. i wanted to go 13 floor but end up the lift didn't stop.. it goes all the way up to 70 storey high.. in the lift was J, I & me but they got no problem only me pass away.. i still rem i run to my mum to ask her am i died??.. then i saw my father.. he can see me he ask me wat is happening.. then i saw my body.. they want to bring me to make-up.. it was so real.. even typing now my tears jus flow out.. n i dream that i was slping in a park.. when i wake up i run to look for my hubby n family.. on the path i saw alot of ghost.. sum r without head.. then i run all the way.. till i saw pple i know.. they can still see me.. then i ask my mum "ma i am ok is it?? i am not died is it???" my mum look at me n say u r died.. n that wake me up.. i woke hubby up n start to cry.. hubby hursh me n get me back to slp.. but my mind jus can't stop thinking... it so real.. like a story from start till end... is it telling me sum info?? i still rem i told my mum that i want to stay tgt with my cousin that pass away.. i dun want to be alone.. i want to be with sumone i know.. will i be crying the whole day today?? i hope this dream is jus bcos of "think too much"

 

Today is the 7th years i had with my hubby.. times passses really fast.. hope today i will have a good time..

but dun think can anyhow run.. bcos i am sick.. having fever, headache, running nose... feeling very giddy too.. haiz dunno wat's wrong with my body..

hope i will recover soon....

really hope the weather will get more cooling..

 I am not very good in writing blog.. i believed everyone know abt this big & sad news.. 四川大地震

 Everyday we will see from news & Newspaper things that happen in 四川.. Alot of sad story happen there.. alot of parents lost their lost child.. alot of poor kids lost their parents.. pple that lost their love one.. i lost my love one before.. it very sad and hurting.. but today i see from news that there are still pple asking ask not to waste our times in caring for pple in 四川.. alot of pple say china have so many pple it ok to lost these pple.. I really want to ask them to shut up.. If in 四川大地震 there are your love one.. will u still say all this???? no right?? becos it does not hurt u dun mean that it did not hurt others.. so pls 不要在伤口洒盐。。

 

 

I can't do much things for them.. all i can do is pass the love around but will pray for those that are in 四川.. Hope everyone jus pass the love around..

Haiz poor hubby is having fever now.. it getting hotter n hotter.. really hope he will recover soon..

 

 

 

Today Lao Gong is not working so Dad ask us to go JB for dinner.. so we went in at abt 4-5pm.. lucky no jam.. then we went to the store to get myself a bag for work.. then to Da Ma market to have our fav food there.. today is so hot lo.. but we really enjoy our self there.. we had seafood.. n till all of us is so full.. we can hardly walk lo.. haha.. all come home with a big tummy.. must cut down on food le.. cannot eat so much.. abt 9pm we reach spore.. also lucky no jam.. then send dad & mum hm.. return car to desmond n back to out hm sweet hm.. i am geting ready for bed n tmr work le.. anything i will update tmr.. good nite...

I choose to close my Blog n came back to my space...

 

I am working as a sales coordinator at tuas now.. jus start working on 28.04.08.. hope things will turn out better.. from start till now i am still happy with my work.. alot of things to learn.. but till now i am still handle able to cope with.. new friends in office is nice.. alot of pple to know.. slowly remembering their name n faces.. pple in my dept i alr know.. 2nd day after work i even went in to JB to have dinner with them.. it was a happy trip.. on 30 they also have event.. but bcos it baby Leora 1st birthday so i went to her party.. it been so long Amon & Me didn't get to meet with our group of Brothers & Sisters.. Eric & Rachel didn't turm up due to work.. hope can see them soon...

 

 

 

it my first time going to batam on 04.06.06.. and i will go with a very big group.. it those RC kind of events.. so there will be alot of auntie n uncle... total got 80 pple.. my group have a total of 20 pple.. me, my hubby, my papa & my relantive.. each person pay $58.. the have 2 meals.. bring u go shopping all that.. wa lao i cannot tahan.. the ferry travel so long.. usually took abt 30-45min but end up take up 1 - 1 1/2 hr.. by the time i reach home already mid-night.. i dun mind going there gain but no more with tour guide.. i want to go for free n easy... faint ar.... but after all i still enjoy having my trip there.. cos it my first time going over seas with my papa & relantive...